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im confused about everything but don't want things to change im hoping its different this time but im just invisible..i miss those hugs and the random little conversations...wat happened iin the last two weeks...what did i say or do?

The endless sun beats down on the dark black concrete...i don't want this summer to be like the past summers where i want things to be different and adventurous and i end up doing nothing...my summer has already started off on a good foot and i'm determined to keep it that way but the real fun doesn't begin till June 21 the first day of summer..i have a list of things to do this summer and my pen will touch that piece of paper and check off every one of them.

im bored and dont know what to do about this situation...its almost the end of school....hmmm should i just wait till next year to make a fool of myself or turn into this wish that im holding onto????? so confused yet so excited...everything is changing and i cant do anything to stop it.